To my Princess, Daddy has always loved you.
From millions of miles away, I saw the field of
Freckles over your nose.
The mischievous smirk and wink you would do
When you wanted something.
Remember Daddy will always love you.
To my Princess, I’m sorry I hide from you.
And I miss you too, so much I only have
The courage to speak to you when I drink
Liquid courage. I’m sorry that my demons
Had control of my voice and body for so long.
But Daddy needs to be better before we can
Be together again.
Remember though Princess, Daddy loves you.
To my Princess, I see your calls and emails every day.
I can’t pick up my arms or use my fingers to respond,
It feels like I am dying every time I see your name and
Can’t listen to your voice or read your words.
I know it doesn’t seem like it Princess, but Daddy still loves
To my Princess, I met that nice guy of yours. I can see his
Love for you grows each second. I’m happy you found someone
To protect you the way I never could.
I still love you, Princess.
To my Princess, we don’t really talk anymore. I hate myself
More and more each day because of it. I don’t blame you
For only trying every once and awhile. I still can’t seem to
Face you. You seem so much better without me. It’s better
to let you go on with your life.
I have learned to love you from afar Princess, what’s a little
To my Princess, I saw you cry today. I saw you but you couldn’t
See me. I reached for you but my hand went right through you.
You looked so broken Princess tears staining the bathroom floor,
I am so sorry to be the cause of your pain again. I didn’t want to
Leave you again.